Horndog in Salt Lake City, Utah iso natitalist/gay home in CA (Redding/CA?)

It was the 11/22 that I took, "The Road Home" (a/the homeless shelter name) after my involuntary trip on Halloween night.
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which was unexpected.
I don't know if I want or need to or if what I SHOULD do is move to California necessarily, but I also feel I'm allowing myself to be in serious possible danger by remaining back at home, with my lady friend/roommate/hot gf who demanded that I took trip.
I am sweet, honest, fun and gay and like to smoke my weed.
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but I also almost feel like I cannot take a risk of remaining in possible danger or at the homeless shelter!.
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no matter if I feel like I deeply care for her or NOT.
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with a tbi at 35.
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CA has always been a dream-residing there happily.
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I'd love to hear from you if you want to chance getting acquainted and speak further! Thank you endlessly for your time etc.
One love ☮️