The church is a lie show me true God (Redding)

I don't believe God exists I know he does but what I do believe is that everything we know of him is a lie idk what it is but every church I've ever been to and every Bible I've picked up feels wrong and i want to find the truth and meet the real god for myself even though i know thats an almost impossible task but if there is anyone out there who knows the truth of the god i should fear and praise please helo me find him im not asking for salvation or redemption im asking for truth